Do they know it's Christmas?

There's nothing wrong with keeping a secret if the truth is gonna hurt someone

Time for a gossip girl marathon as I do my nails, and in spirit of that, I give you :

Either way, you're dying

because I swear to god, if I spend my last hour of my birthday crying because of you, I'll kill you.
So my best friend texts me before saying "im dying :(" I didn't take it literal because people throw away that expression like crazy nowadays "Huh? Why?" I answered, expecting to hear about a mellow dramatic moment. "I'm waiting for the hospital results, I'll probably find out Friday." "Find what out? What are you talking about?" "I'll let you know when I know." So as I trip out I answer him "You're scaring me, what do you need to find out about?" He never answers, I wait a little, still no answer, so I send ":( answer me?" still no answer, so I guess it's safe to assume I will not be getting a reply tonight, probably not at all. I'm so scared right now, I'm shaking...my friend likes to mess with me a lot but I don't think he would ever joke about something like this, it's just not him, I just wish he would answer me because I'm so scared. I keep getting texts from other people, hoping it's him and it never is...I really hope he's playing around but even then I'll question what's wrong with him, to do that to me, on my birthday? Seriously. I care about him so much, I've never been so scared; he really is my best friend.

Nothing can take you away from me, you're all that I want, you're all that I need.

I know your face like the back of my hands

And I know you're near me.
I know you understand.
Say that you're with me.
Say you know my face like the back of your hands.

thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free

I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I'm not yours, and you're not mine
but we can sit and pass the time
no fighting wars, no ringing chimes
we're just feeling fine

this is where we're supposed to be
sitting by a broken tree
no tragedy, no poetry
just staring at the sky

Here's my heart and here's my mouth
and I can't help if things come out
'cause there are words I want to shout
but maybe I'll stay low

He's not your prince charming if he doesn't make sure you know you're his princess.

Tina: I don’t see vince on the list
Holly: Oh. yeah, i hate him.
Tina: Oh, and by hate you mean love?
Holly: the love mixes in with the hate, it’s a very confusing emotion, i call it Hove.

“it makes me want to tell you to write a book about pissing me off, because you’re totally an expert at that”

“You mean all these times when we say goodbye and I go home and listen to music, you guys are actually doing stuff???”

I thought I lost you somewhere, but you were never really ever there at all

I don't set my hopes up too high, because every hello ends with a goodbye.

“Every big problem was at one time a wee disturbance.”

“The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.”

When you forgive people, it’s because you still want them to stay in your life.

“Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get - only with what you are expecting to give - which is everything”

“I am so clever that sometimes I don’t understand a single word of what I am saying.”

Don't leave everything upon destiny, because life is a matter of choices and destiny is just an option.

Support music everyday because there isn't a day music won't support you.

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I’m happy you’re happy, really I am, but I feel like I’ve been left behind. Maybe our time has come and gone. Maybe your time is now meant to be spent with someone else.

I don’t want to be one of those easily forgotten people, so important at the time, so special, so influential, and so treasured, yet years later just a vague face and a distant memory.

If it's meant to happen, it will happen.

To everyone who has ever told you that you're no good, is no better.

All the worlds a Stage and all the men and women are merely players.

“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment."

“I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious.”

Don't compare me now to how I was back then.

“We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.”

“The only real failure in life is the failure to try.”

“Apologizing is like whiteout. It covers up the mistake, but it never totally goes away.”

If I wanted to be controlled, I would have came with a remote.

Sometimes all it takes is a good fall to know where you really stand.

“The funny thing is that some people reduce freedom to a brand,They think that it’s trendy now to be free. They think it’s trendy to be excited about your identity. When in truth, there is nothing trendy about ‘Born This Way.’ ‘Born This Way’ is a spirit, and it is this connection that we all share. It is something so much deeper than a wig or a lipstick or an outfit or a fucking meat dress. ‘Born This Way’ is about us, ‘Born This Way’ is about what keeps us up at night and makes us afraid.”

Girls, if a guy pauses a video game to text you back...marry him.

Don’t waste time on someone who won’t do the same for you.

“Life is a trip, so sometimes, we gon’ stumble. You gotta go through pain in order to become you.”

”You don’t get to 500 million friends without making a few enemies..”

Tina: Sometimes friends do really stupid things.
Holly: Especially if they’re bummed because they just got broken up with and are vulnerable, and not thinking straight, and are maybe just a little bit slutty.
Tina: Oh you know me so well.
Val: What about me?
Holly: Oh, you’re slutty too.

If you wanna be apart of this world, people will talk; you just need to decide if all this is worth it.

But you’ll always be my hero even though you’ve lost your mind

If I could take it all back now, I wouldn’t. I would have did more shit that people said that I shouldn’t.

”You don’t fuck with the white boy, Jay knows, everybody knows. I love Em’. He’s dope hes always been dope and as far as any type of lyrical war the guy, I don’t think anyone can beat him.” - The Game

A lot of truth is said in jest.

”His wordplay can’t be matched. If you listen to him; it’s sick! It’s ill, it has cancer and it has AIDS; that’s how sick it is!” - Tech N9ne

I always wished for this, but it's almost turning into more of a nightmare than a dream.

”To be able to break into an African-American game, I would have to take my hat off to him for that.” - Master P

”I think he’s one of the greatest lyricists around. I think the guy’s a freaking lyrical genius!” - Queen Latifah

I come from Detroit where it's rough and I'm not a smooth talker.

I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it.

”Out of all the artist I worked with he was the most involved.” - Nicki Minaj

Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time?
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy,
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes.

“I think he’s one of the most poetic, ballsy and hilarious people this industry has ever seen.” - P!nk 

“He is one of my favorite artists. Absoulutely.” - Rihanna

”Eminem is like the godfather of rap.” - Tony Yayo

In my mind I'ma fighter, my heart's a lighter
My soul is the fluid, my flow sparks it right up
Arsenic writer, author with arthritis
Carpel tunnel, Marshall will start shit-itis

No apologies, nah suckers I'm not sorry
You can all sue me, y'all could be the cause of me
No apologies, y'all feelin' the force of me
No remorse for me, like there was no recourse for me
No apologies, not even acknowledging you at all

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony

 Marshall what happened at you, you can't stop with these pills,
And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own fans are laughin' at you.
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get up,
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled.

I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost if to say,
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.

You wear your heart on your sleeve. I sport that white tank boy.
But you got a hard on for me. What you hollerin my name for?
It's your bitch on my dick. Ain't my dang fault.

“I think he’s  a very intelligent rapper. I couldn’t imagine being that successful. I mean, he’s a guy who loves rap and wanted to be successful his whole career. Then he finally gets it.” - Jay-Z

”As if the song couldn’t get any better. He just slays me, he’s such a genius.” - Hayley Williams

Seduction, seduce. Ain't nobody who's as good at what I do
Cuz one minute she wants you, the next she don't. She's been stolen from you.
So don't you seduce at what I do. Cuz one minute she wants you, the next she don't.
She's been stolen from you.

I just want to thank everybody for being so patient
And baring with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this shit out

Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathing and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle

If I don't try to record as much before I do
The plan is to have as many in the can as I can
As I stand before you in this booth a walking deadman
Blank stare dead pan look as my face as I gaze into space

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight

The days are cold livin’ without you
The nights are long, I’m growing older
I miss the days alone, thinkin’ about you
You may be gone, but you’re never over

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it
Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough
It isn't them its you you fuckin baby
Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin shady
I'm fucking going crazy

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em

So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again, so let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who dont know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin up, oh and I'm blowin up all over
My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos

“Technically, Eminem is the most skilled rapper I’ve ever heard.” - DJ Khalil

So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there
Who feels the way I feel
If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded

its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us
Its lust its torturous 
You must be a sorceress cause you just
Did the impossible
Gain my trust don't play games it'll be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Cause if I get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt

And love is evil
Spell it backwards I'll show ya

Since I'm in a position to talk to these kids and they listen
I ain't no politician but I'll kick it with em a minute
Cause see they call me a menace and if the shoe fits I'll wear it
But if it don't, then ya'll swallow the truth grin and bear it

Never been afraid to say
what's on my mind at, any given time of day

You told me to get up, I got up and spread my wings and I flew
You gave me a reason to fight, I was on my way to see you
You told me nah Doodi you’re not layin’ on that table I knew
I was gonna make it, soon as you said think of Hailie, I knew
There wasn’t no way that I was gonna ever leave them babies, and Proof
not many are lucky enough to have a guardian angel like you
Lord I’m so thankful, please don’t think I don’t feel grateful, I do
Just grant me the strength that I need, for one more day to get through
So homie this is your song, I dedicate this to you

Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed,
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust,
Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, no-body, he fights first,
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse,

See I'm a poet to some, a regular modern day Shakespeare

But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is

These ideas are nightmares to white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows
no swearing

We know that no matter how many knifes we put in each others backs,
we'll always have each others backs

Cause we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our
songs

Yeah, It's been a ride...
I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
Now some of you might still be in that place
If you're trying to get out, just follow me
I'll get you there

All great things come to an end

The rules of the game.

Put an x in the [box] if it applys to you. The one with the biggest total, is you. Have fun.

 Harry Potter.

[ ] your hair is dark and can be messy.

[x] you wear glasses.

[x] you have a weird looking scar.

[x] you are brave.

[ ] you have green eyes.

[ ] you like playing a particular sport.

total = [3]

Ron Weasley.

[x] you have red hair.

[x] you are very loyal to your friends.

[ ] you are deathly afraid of spiders.

[x] you are sarcastic.

[x] you don’t have a lot of money.

[x] you have older siblings.

total = [5]

Hermione Granger.

[x] you are bossy.

[x] you are intelligent.

[x] your hair is wavy or curly.

[x] you have a cat.

[x] you usually know how to handle tricky situations.

[ ] you get made fun of a lot.

total = [5]

Rubeus Hagrid.

[ ] you are tall.

[ ] you are very friendly and soft hearted.

[x] you love animals.

[x] you are very helpful.

[ ] you give in easily.

[x] you are very loyal.

total = [3]

luna lovegood.

[x] you are weird and proud of it.

[ ] you don’t have loads of friends.

[ ] you have blonde hair.

[x] you are open minded.

[ ] you are quite spiritual.

[ ] you believe in things most people wouldn’t.

total = [2]

draco malfoy.

[x] you are manipulative.

[x] you can be very mean when you want to be.

[x] you are a snob.

[x] you can get jealous.

[ ] you have blonde hair.

[x] you enjoy pranks.

total = [5]

 neville longbottom.

[x] you are close to your grandparents.

[x] you are easily frightened.

[x] you get nervous easily.

[ ] you like frogs and toads.

[x] you are geeky.

total = [4]

Malfoy + Hermione + Ron apparently. :)